where the story ends

posted on Sunday, September 07, 2008 at 11:42 PM | 0 cmnt/s

Wow, this is a so so so long post , LOL

I don't know why, but i have the sudden urge to blog this. Lol
Time flies past fast, and i'm already 18 this year.
There were so many things i regretted that i didn't do for the past few years.
I regretted that i didn't study well for my exams. & thus ending up nowhere to go.
But luckily i have a stable job, with a stable income, good pay and good working hours.
I'm already contended to have what i currently have now.
& i will not take myself for granted.
I thought about my future throughout this few days.
I should really stop my habit of skipping work and goes to work everyday.
I felt really useless as i don't really have a recognized cert in singapore.
& without that cert, i could not find a good job and a stable income.

People might think that, yeah, we're still young.
We still have a long way to go, we should enjoy life while we can.
Yes, i agree with that too. But we play hard, we work hard too, right ?
Who wants to play hard, while ending up having nothing ?
Everyone should have your direction of goal. What you're aiming to have.
Instead of just playing, taking parent's money, not studying well.
I'm not criticizing anyone, but seriously speaking.
Don't we feel useless, taking our parents hard earned money.
& then we go spending it on worthless stuffs, which we think from a positive view.
Thats what i do now, i don't take any money from my mum.
I used whatever i have from the money i earned while working.
I think carefully whether i need the stuff before i really want to buy it.
Is the thing worth the money, is it going to last long, is it useful ?
& What's the use if you earned those money, and you spend it all.
Ya, i have a good job, good pay, good colleuges. But, am i going to do that forever.
I may gain experience and go from one company to another.
As long as its a stable and comfortable job, instead of doing something i dislike.

Seriously speaking, i don't really like my job.
I like to work in an environment, where i can interact with my clients & learn more things.
But what i am doing now, is not what i really want to do.
But like what my mum said, i need to gain the experience.
With the experience that i gained, i can easily find any job in the office industry.
I though a lot about this, and finally, i sort it all out.
I want to save my money & take night classes when i'm able to handle.
An N level cert is not going to take me any further, unless i wanna do sales.
Which earns below 1500 a month, and that wasn't what i wanted.
Most of my friends are still studying, they're still in the mood of playing.
Not thinking what they are going to do in the future.
But trust me, you wont want to be a nothing in the future.
I'm real glad that i finally know what i'm doing.
& I feel very thankful to my aunts, who really said so much to me.
I know they're worried, but i'll promise them.
I will definitely not disappoint them (:

& Laiman must be real happy i finally thought it through ! Hahahaha!
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